theBIGmessX

11
Oct

its been a long time !

dear tumblr..

its been a long time since we met.. :) i konow i’ve been ignoring u for these past few days bha but what can i do? i have no time to do some fuckin writting . Oops! (mind ur words yiana) errrr….. whats my last blog ah? oh yah, before raya thingy.

well, here i am to u puring my spare time just o update u my tumblrina. :) lets start with work, aite?

1. i am workin now peeps! England Optical, Karamunsing. as an sales coordinator. It was nice workin there eventough its a 12hrs of workin. fuh! kinda tiring lah but nevermind my deary.im good. ^0^v. & i have 2days off bha in a week! how awesome is that? hahahha. :p its been 2weeks already workin there.(27/10-12/10). disiplinary is important in any work place bosh! u cant do this,u have to wear that, cant do that. yaicks! kinda annoying bha but thats ur responsibility u have to take. GROW FUCKING UP YIANA! ahaha. ur not a child anymore. its time for u to take care of ur mom!

2. whats my 2nd story ah? =.=?” oh relationship thingy huh? must have story bha kan? ahhaha. ^0^v. okay2.. Tumblrina, im alone at the moment bha~ Poor me huh? but not so poor bha.. Chill la. i love being just myself nih. U dont have to take care of other’s feeling . Just tc of urself. not burden anybody. isnt that good?? yeah right??! ^-^. but i will some day.in love again.soon~ but not at this moment~ (to whom it may concern) hard to believe L**E since i been ,ah! u guys know la what kan? :’( no need to story balik2 la bha. Nobody cares jua. hahahha.

3. im DEVISTATED! cant watch my HAYLEY WIILIAMS PARAMORE CONCERT! damn it!! y u guys come so early ah?? why not in DECEMBER??!!! Hard bha to find money in this short time! aarrhhhgggghhh!! +.+! Can i loan some money from any bank just to watch my beloved BAND?! plisssshhhhhhhhhhhhh???!! ahahha. kapala utak kau la jambul! that concert in on 19oct nih.. :’((..

just things i can think of writting it down. hihih..well, at least im not letting the spider makin his home with their webb at u tumblrina. :p

so……. i love PARAMORE! but sorry i couldnt make to ur concerto!

p/s : i love u~ ^0^v

30
Jul

update the unupdated.

So many things has been happening since last month~ I messed up.. i’d been mourning.. been free-ing myslef~ been lost my phone well act,its broken. wargh! my super smart camera phone biar pun mura. ahahha. ^0^

1. i’ve been practicaling at Scubaoo Images at Wisma Merdeka for the past two month already. gonna finish it by Aug 14. Glad that i work there. experiencing new place,new people,new environment. ^.^

2. love situation? Im alone now.. walking tall by myself. i’ve been played by people who doesnt know how to treat woman nicely. hum.. now,my expectation bout boys are all the same… well,being alone isnt that bad rite? no one is going to tell u what u shouldnt do..its great! ^0^ positive thinking all the way!

3. “Puasa” is coming within 2 weeks! Looking forward for that. I can diet thru it. hhihi.

4. My cicil is growing bigger! Luv Him! ^.^ miaw2. muah! ~.~

5. Want to look for a job after finished prac.. wonder where i end up to~ wanna go to Brunei~ perhaps i get some oppurtunity there.. mau merantau duluk tmpt org~ maybe laaa..its juz a plan~ -.-

6. Driving License! on the way! Bapak2! bagi bha aku duit mau ambi lesen.. +.+

7. just wanted to be happy in what i decide to do~ *sigh*

XOXO:

~~xieyeanna_xiey~~

29
May

wedding? mak andam? tukang urus bride? ^0^

ada bha skali aku p urus wedding jiranku… well, a bit chaotic since her mother 1st experiencing her daughter’s 1st wed. well,glad that i can help it cikit2. =)

me, my aunt & my mother manage the “pelamin” by ourself. the lack of materials really makes us get more creative with it. The theme for the wed was purple & white. Bride decide it tho. hehe. Actually,we hd been invited to do the “pelamin”. so, here are we! ^0^

date:08 & 09 May 2010.

venue:Kepayan, (sebla ruma)

night time:

maks andams nda bertauliah.

Mimi~

p/s:

ni pumpuan kuat bepeluh maka make up pn luntur brabis. wahahahhah. nebe kali talampau.

day time:

well…thats all that i can snap.. sgt bz bha ni time. i wonder when i can get married~

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29
May

my one and only~ ^0^

miaw miaw!

he’s super spoiled by me! ahaha. love him! and his gettin fatter. his belly always packed by treats. well, HE IS SMOKIN HOT! haha.

thank god i have my cicil!

28
May

crazy&outtaMIND..

well,many things had happen these couple of weeks.. and those thing was not what i wanted to happen….

what i decide to do?? i decided to take it slow.. i dont want to be a girl who just laughing outside not on the inside.(dont ktawa sna ah star2) er… i’ve been hurt,been ignored,been treated the wrong way and also been steady with things that had happen..

well, screw it! i surely have been crying bout it! but it aint the end of the world bha kan? i hve my 265 famly stand by my side… love ya’ll.. tanx so much…

i love cats!! miaw miaw.

3
May

im a downer..

these past few days,i dont feel right.. im so not in a mood.. i mish him… well, all i can do is just keep it to myself… why do man treat us like hell sometimes? didnt we in love? we are suppose to feel the love not the pain… right? i dont blame guys 100% ok..i am just curious that why we do that? why these things happen? humm…

surely i cant predict whats on his mind.. im on this situation for many times.. but i seem to get through it.. i get mad for a sec, but calm after an hour… well, thats why they called it LOVE.. we able to accept whatever him/her do to us… agree?? yes for me..

guys, girls just want ur full attention.. they want u to ask specificly about whats going on with her..

well girls, guys dont do that kind of stuff… they think that if they care to much they will make u girls bored.. or rimassss….

thats on my perspective..not sure if it true or not..

well, the main thing is, we should give and take.. i hope that i dont feel down very often.. i wanna be a happy.. good luck on ur relationship! n so do i… ^0^

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28
Apr

what? why? who? when?

bugs are creepy.

music is a part of life.

color? colour? well, i am!

always Paramore~!

heart her. Hayley Williams ^0^

im a smoke void.

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28
Apr

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26
Apr

nothing mush..

i have a cat! ehehheheh. (c gubuk jeles) =p . Whenever i am home i spare my time playin with my miaw miaw. i kiss, hug, sleep, chat with him! well, with my miaw ok? dont get me wrong. his name is Cicil.

how did cicil is part of the family?

my mum found him! while my mum is buying veges at “kadai”, my mum hear a kitty miaw at some place. first,she’s ignore the miaw, but he kept following my mum everywhere. he was so tiny at that time. cute, messy and a tiny lil kitty. he attract my mum’s eyes! so, my mother decide to take him home to be with us. and here he is now. growing and expanding. uh~ love him soooo~